Friday, July 19, 2013

Caged and Collared


Vishous
Everyone had their thing, some people got off solely on some neck and ear biting while others enjoyed a good slow foot job. For me it used to be based on the power play I that I created around those that craved pain mixed with pleasure. Oh how things can change in a matter of months. Now I craved a variety of things. Just like the feel of Butch’s hands roaming over me, his body bucking underneath mine or hell fucking yes, his powerful frame pumping in and out of my own. It wasn’t just about reaching that mind zoned out release; I actually enjoyed the act of sex and all that went with it, hell it was the extras that I craved now. As much as I got off on all the up close and personal stuff, there was and would always be that part of me that still ran strong on the Dom side. There were moments when it came too natural and sometimes it happened even when I wasn’t trying to. It reared its head and there was no denying it, and fucks if I hadn’t tried to. I was like an addict trying to quit smoking or drinking, it clawed at me, digging its way out. Good thing for me now, was my male was willing to take a step into the unknown with me as his only guidance. And that is why now as I rolled over in the bed and my eyes feasted on the male that trusted me completely asleep beside me; my head was already conjuring up images. There was no point to over think, I had my GO card the second Butch let me bend him over that table and redden that ass. I awoke with all that in my head and with a warm Butch next to me, reaching over into the drawer in the nightstand by the bed I grabbed out a few things that I had stashed in there. My hands itched and buzzed already just holding the cage. I still vividly remembered the first time I had placed one on my male, fuck if I wasn’t hard for a week straight with that visual in my head. I was slow and gentle when I pulled the covers back on the bed just enough to reach midway down. It didn’t take but that first sight of your soft dick lying there nestled against your thigh to have my saliva gland working overtime. I bit back the urge to taste, as much as I wanted to lick, savor and feed off of you; I had other plans in mind. With just as much ease and gentleness I used on pulling the covers back, I took your shaft in hand. I didn’t stroke, rub or jerk the warm cock even though I sure as fuck wanted to, I slid the cool metal slat opening sides down over your length and locked the smooth hoop under your sak before locking it in place. When I stretched my arm out to lay the key on the nightstand, I could feel the clean bandage pull some on my chest and I just grinned like a fool before moving further down on the bed until I was good and able to bend my head over your locked cock. I licked over and definitely between the metal slits, making sure I hit up every area and all the while I let my fingers walk up your chest until I reached your nipples. There wasn’t any soft brushing over the nubs, fuck that, I wanted you awake and aware so I grabbed, pinched and held on tight as I pulled it up and away from your chest. 
Butch
-I could feel movement beside me on the bed but I was too out of it to wake up fully to see what was doing. I knew that it was my male and that was all that I needed to know. With him I was safe. A whole army of lesser could bust through the door right now and I knew that he would take care of it. A smile formed on my face as I pictured that very thing. Naked, with his hand blazing, he was a force to be reckoned with. He didn’t need the exquisite daggers that he made to rain down death and destruction. A glorious warrior who would protect me with every last drop of blood in his body. I knew that was true just as I knew the reverse was also true. I would go down in a brilliant blaze of glory to save him. I could see us standing together even if the world crumbled around us. Mine and his. It’s what we were and it’s what we would always be. There wasn’t a force out there that could truly pull us apart and they had sure as hell tried. I shifted drowsily some when I felt the sheets move down my body. I heard the metal a moment before I felt it close around my cock. I knew what it was, I’d spent an entire 24 hours with that thing locked on me. Oh how I had hated that evil contraption. It both turned me on and left me unable to do anything about it at the same time. I half thought that maybe if I just laid here I wouldn’t have to start with the struggle to control myself. Of course you had other things in mind. I felt your warm tongue slicking over, between and under the cage and my fangs punched clean through my lip in one swift strike. My elbows came up underneath me as I was practically lifted from the bed by my nipples. I half sat up, with my arms holding me up, and looked down at you with undisguised hunger. I didn’t say anything though, I didn’t ask to be released, I didn’t whine or cry about my current situation. I remembered clearly the last time I had worn the device. As much as I might inwardly curse it I knew what the end result was. When I was finally released from my seemingly endless struggle with holding all of my rampant desire and lust in I had been in for a huge surprise. The orgasm that had exploded from me when you had allowed me to cum had been one for the history books. I wasn’t entirely sure but I may have even blacked out from it. I could still feel the memory of my jaws stretched wide in a scream that had left my throat raw and my voice nothing more than a mere whisper. Your ways might be alien to me but they definitely had their rewards. I licked the blood from my lips and punched down my natural reaction to get hard at just the sight of you. It was possible to want you with an overwhelming need and hold myself at bay but it was difficult to say the least. My gaze ran over you in what was a very blatant eye fuck and I finally found my voice though it was thick even to my own ears.- Good morning to you as well, love.
Vishous
With a grin firmly in place I looked up at Butch and winked. “Morning there yourself, hope you slept well Nallum.” I gave one last lick up along the locked in place cock before I moved back up the bed to lean up against your side some. All the while my fingers kept their play going with your nipples, sliding from one side of your chest to pull and pinch around on the harden nub, even smacking at it lightly before going back over to the other side. It was almost as natural to do this now as it was to kiss you goodnight and fuck if that didn’t feel too damn good. Matter a fact is was so natural that I continued the sweet torture while I started up a convo about a few things that I wanted to hit on. ”I will admit I was anxious to wake you and what better way than this Cop?” Chuckling a little right before I nipped at your shoulder. “I have some things that I wanted to go over with you Butch, one being this.” My hand slid down over your thigh until I was gripping your caged dick in my palm. “This go around with the cage, you will keep it on for a week, seven full days. Eventually you will be able to wear it for weeks and I will be in control of exactly when I want you to get hard, and get off, down to the fucking second Butch. You understand?” My lips hovered just over the flesh of your shoulder, breathing heavily in and out until I reached your neck and breathed a heated trail up to your ear. I licked along the lobe and delved the tip of my tongue deep inside your ear before I finally spoke directly into it. “Are you ready to obey me Butch, you ready to give over to me? Are you ready to become mine in another sense of the word? Be sure before you answer, know it for fact, know it’s for life” 
Butch
I slept like the dead. -My breath hitched as I watched you lick my caged cock.- I usually do when I know that we are solid. -I stayed still as hell as you moved up the bed, watching your every movement. I sat up a little straighter when I noticed a bandage on your chest. Had you gone out on patrol last night while I was sitting here on my ass? My hand hovered over the spot the worry was obvious on my face. So close to the heart, it could have killed you.- Did a lesser get the better of you? -I didn’t see any obvious signs of excessive bleeding so it must not have been too terrible of a wound. There wasn’t much room for thought as soon as I felt you tugging and playing with my nipples and my eyes dropped closed. My jaws were clamped so tightly I almost ground my teeth together. I could think of many other ways to be woken up than on a lock down but this was your game so I would play it. When my eyes opened again I stared at you directly, focusing on what you were saying rather than what you were doing. A week! I could feel the instant despair kick through my system like a bolt of lightning. My arms faltered and gave out on me completely and I fell back on the bed. A week without the beautiful release that only you could bring me. With a promise of that time stretching on even further. I might as well be thrown in a deep, dark well and forgotten. I didn’t understand it and I couldn’t pretend to.- Why?… -I barely croaked out the word and I didn’t even know if I was allowed to ask at this point. I couldn’t keep my head from tilting to the side to give you free access to my neck. It was a natural reaction for me to give you whatever you wanted but this… this I struggled with. I swallowed the sudden lump that developed in my throat.- Are you trying to train me to not be attracted to you? -The question seemed irrational but it sat in my chest like a lead weight.- It took so long for me to finally admit to myself that I was attracted to you. -I was babbling now and I needed to just shut up. I reached over to place my hand on your skin as I tried to process the words that reverberated straight through me and sent my skin tingling. I was yours, there was no doubt about it in my mind. I knew that you were speaking about something else. It all came back to why I had this cage on my cock and obeying, something I had never been that great at. I bucked authority at every opportunity, it was just part of my nature. I closed my eyes and curled against you, burying my nose in your chest as I did exactly what you asked. I thought long and hard about what you said. If anyone else had asked it of me there wouldn’t even have been any thought. I would have told them to go straight to hell without passing go. For life. A very long life at that. I had already made a similar commitment like that to you. It wasn’t about whether or not I would, it was about whether or not I could and I knew it.- I will always be yours, Vishous. In any and every way. 
Vishous
It was a good thing I had a front row seat because watching the reactions roll through your right now were damn near priceless. A dark brow arched when you asked me about Lesser and it took about a second for it to click in why you asked. I shook my head and even laughed a little when I looked down at the white bandage taped to my skin. “No Nallum, no Lesser, that there is a testament to you, to us, something I’ve been wanting to do for awhile and what better time than now.” My sharp fangs gleamed in the low light as I grinned wider when I saw your arms give out and you ended up falling back on the bed but I knew as soon as I saw that stricken look mar your face what was spinning around in your head. I shook my head and let my fingertips roam freely over your chest. “On the contrary Cop, this will only heighten your senses tenfold. By the end of a week, you will be on edge that the merest touch from me will bring about such sensations that you will be leaking uncontrollably.” My hand slid up your chest, along the side of your neck and then I grabbed your chin in my hold to turn your face to me. I didn’t want there to be any mistaking the sincerity, or truth of my words. “Listen, this is us, you and me, if you don’t want this, then it won’t happen. And because we have stepped into this land of play, does not mean that our love making ends, fuck no! It’s taking me too damn long to want to feel another’s hands on me and I am not giving that shit up for nothing. The reason why I want you to wear the cage is simple, one it is a training tool, but also it’s a pleasurable tool if you let it be. With every step you take and every fucking move you adjust to, you will feel it and think of me, you won’t be able not to and that there is a hard on for the century.” I gave a wink before I let go of your chin and relaxed back against the headboard. “I also want you to know that any concerns, questions you have, I want you to voice them, how the fuck can you be cool with any of this if you don’t know the whys and how’s behind it? So always fucking asks shit Butch, I don’t give two damns what it is; ask me, you feel me?” I crossed my hands behind my head but not once did I take my gaze from you. “Now that answer you gave me was not the one I was seeking, I will accept it only when you can answer with conviction and confidence.”  
Butch
-I stared straight into those gorgeous crystal eyes and listened to everything that you said before I even opened my mouth. But when I finally did, I just let it all roll out.- I only know two things, Vishous; hard fucking and the slow and tender of true love. This other stuff with you is all new to me. All of it is a question that I don’t have the words for and I’m honestly learning more by just doing. But I will fuck it up. Somewhere along the way I won’t give you the right response to something. All that I can guarantee you is that I will be honest. You tell me that we won’t lose the tender moments than I say I’m all in. Because I’ll tell you right now that I’m not ready to give that stuff up, I never will be. -I rolled on my side and propped up on one elbow. My gaze traveled up your torso and I ran my fingers over the bandage on your chest. A testament to us you said, my mind whirled on what it could be that would warrant a bandage. I picked at the edges of the tape, my gaze flicking up to yours to try and guess at what you were thinking. My curiosity finally got the better of me and I just ripped the whole thing off. My breath caught suddenly as I looked at the tattoo that rested just over your heart. I tentatively ran my fingers over the intricate design, not really sure if it still hurt or not.- I love it, Vishous. -My eyes misted over some at the sight of my name so blatantly emblazoned on your chest. I remained still for a long moment just staring at the tattoo that would remain on your flesh just like the many other ones that you had but this one was mine. I almost wished that this cage wasn’t on me right now because I had never wanted to fuck you more. My mouth was dry and I tried to grab hold of the thoughts that had been so clear to me a moment before.- I do know what it’s like to wear this thing now. I know that every movement had me thinking of you and I know that by the end of it I could fuck a hole through a solid piece of metal and bend rebar with my teeth. So long as your goal was never to make me flaccid thinking about you then I’m golden. Cause I gotta tell ya, after all that we have done and been through, that’s never going to happen. -I hooked one leg over yours and pushed off of the bed until I had a hand braced to either side of your body. With slow deliberation I dragged my caged cock up your leg, biting my lip the whole time. I practically climbed your body until I could look you straight in eye, my nose brushed alongside yours and my mouth hovered close enough to almost taste your lips.- Everything that I am is yours, my one and only love. My heart, my soul and most especially my body. I have never said that lightly. Even now when I may not know the full extent of what it is that you are asking me, I tell you again, I … am … yours. Use me, abuse me, shower me in kisses, so long as I am yours and you are mine. -I paused to swipe my tongue over your full lips.- I will obey you, my Hellren.
Vishous
I leaned back even more against the mass of pillows and headboard behind me when you decided to roll somewhat over me. My fingers played up and down either sides of your hips and around to your lower back. It wasn’t long after that, that a wicked grin curled both ends of my mouth up when I felt that now warm metal mixed with skin rubbing up along my leg. “Then you should listen more closely Cop, I told you to ask questions, you don’t know what end is up without doing just that, so then it stands to reason that you can’t truly fuck something up that you don’t know where and what to do.” I pulled one of my hands away from playing over your lower back and grabbed a hold of one of yours, only so I could lay it over the same tatt that you was tracing seconds ago. “Sex is many things, it’s all about what grounds you like walking on and what doors you’re too scared to open, but I told you already that I won’t let what we have changed. Believe me Butch, more than just on occasion I want your thick cock filling up my ass while your hands go on some traveling all over my fucking body.” A chuckle rolled out as I winked at you playfully and I also let go of your hand that I laid on my chest. “Get up for me Butch, but don’t go far,  I want you to kneel right here between my legs, I just need some moving room and you to be right the hell where I told you to be …unless you want me to chase you down Nallum.” I knew at some point in the day that my jaw bones were going to ache like sons a bitch from how much I was grinning. I even threw in a swat to your bare ass with my hand that was still playing over your back and ass. “You already know that you own me Butch, there isn’t a fucked up part of me that isn’t yours, I will gladly admit that you have me wrapped tighter than a two dollar clock, around any fucking finger you want. Now baby, obey your Hellren and kneel for me, I have something I want to share with you.
Butch
-Not for the first time, I marveled at how far I had come down roads that I never thought I would. The me of two years ago wouldn’t even recognize this version of myself. But that was how life was, constantly changing. The leaps and bounds that I went through by just meeting you were the largest hurdles that I had ever gone through. They made the rest of my life look foolish in comparison. I was now a vampire who drank blood and sucked up the essence of lesser. Married, mated, bonded to a male. It wasn’t as if I had ever seen children and picket fences in my future but my world couldn’t have been any more turned upside down if I tried. Looking down at the body beneath me and knowing for a fact what true love was like I knew that I wouldn’t give up any of it for anything. Opening new doors had become something that was almost common for me now. The major difference is that I didn’t step through them on my own anymore. I had a guide, a companion, a protector and a lover all in one. My all, my everything. Anything beyond what we already had together was just icing on the delicious cake. I knew who you were the moment I first saw your Penthouse. It might have surprised me at the time but it didn’t have me running for the hills, it made me more curious than anything. Had our relationship started on that level I might have doubted everything else but I knew that we were based on a solid, unbreakable foundation. I hummed with each movement of your hands over me and I rolled and arched into even the smallest touch. Waking up with metal encircling my cock had definitely done one thing very well, it made me hungry for you. Hungry for something that was right in front of me yet unattainable. I knew that I would be perched on the edge of that insatiable appetite for as long as you damn well pleased. It was not in me to bare it quietly, not when the feast was sitting right before me. I half considered jumping up and bolting as the image of you chasing me down ran through my head. My lips turned up in an evil grin that quickly slipped from my face when you slapped my ass. I raised up enough to rub my butt against your hand with a naughty moan. I dropped my mouth to yours and fed that sound straight down your throat in a tender but sloppy kiss. My hands moved and I slowly drew myself off of you. I planted them to either side of your hips on the mattress and moved my mouth to the tattoo that rested over your heart. I pressed my lips firmly to your warm skin and dropped my tongue out to lick one of your nipples before moving once more. My legs shifted down the bed and I brought my knees underneath me. I curled my back downward until I could see the prize of your gorgeous cock below me. Saliva dripped from my lips and I bent down oh so slowly to press another kiss to that sensitive head. My tongue traced the ridge that I knew like the back of my own hand. My own length was twitching and protesting the whole time but I forced myself to ignore it. I moved my hands to the tops of my bent back legs and finally sat back on my heels. My head dropped to hide my grin and I watched you from under my thick lashes.-
Vishous
My grin only grew wider as I watched the unmistakable wicked grin come into play over your face, I hadn’t delved into your head at all but at this moment I didn’t need to, to know what you was thinking. “Such a bad male you can be and usually are, damn if that is not my undoing." I was on the verge of growling out an amused snort until I felt your ass raise up to press even closer to my hand. And that was all it took to have images of you bent over that table with your ass shining a bright red. A low hiss squeezed out between my now locked jaws. My hand grabbed a hold of the same rear it just swatted seconds ago when your mouth came down over mine. I held you in place long enough to taste and be devoured by the more than wet kiss you landed on me. It wasn’t long enough, it was never long enough because all too soon you was pulling back and moving off of me. Instead of opening my mouth and saying a single word I stayed right where I was and enjoyed the play at hand. with my arms now dropped down to my sides since i didn’t have you to hold onto any longer, I just let my head fall back on the top of the headboard and soaked up every intense shock that rocked me when you pressed your mouth down on my chest. I was even more glad now that I tatted your name on my chest because not only did it stand for a fuck load to me but it also seemed to go way the hell over good with you. When I felt you moving downwards I brought my head back up so that I could watch this show, hell I was already cursing myself out that I didn’t have the camcorder at arms length right about now. I did however make a mental note to correct that situation for future fun. "Oh fuck me!!" Both hands took on a death hold on the sheets when you dipped down low enough and started licking and kissing on my already swollen sensitive head. I could even see the overabundance of spit spilling down over my aching dick talk about a kick ass turn on, that right there had me ready to drill a hole in the wall. Somewhere between my ragged breaths and my hips raising up and down against the bed I realized you was kneeling and done with your own little game of torturing me. "Evil fucking bastard." It wasn’t said with any malice, quite the opposite, more with an amused smirk. With deliberately slow actions, I let go of the hold I had on the sheets and turned just enough to grab an item from my side of the beds nightstand table. Before settling back in place I took more than a few deep calming breaths. I was trying to get my brain to stop focusing on your mouth wrapped around my cock and taking it throat deep. When I did roll back over to sit where I was, I leaned up close enough to you that you could feel the heated breaths as I spoke to you. " I’ve wanted to do this, fuck I have seen this many times over while I was awake and asleep but now it all will be real, but only if you accept it." With your head bent low I slid the black leather one ring collar down low enough so that you would see it a second before I placed it around your neck and latched it in the back of your neck. My fingers rubbed around the edge of the collar and your neck, I couldn’t help but marvel as a whole new sense of protectiveness came over me seeing it in place where I wanted it to be. I was even kind of rocked to my own core when my bonding scent decided that exact moment to break free flood the area in mere seconds. Never in a million years had I thought that I would want to do anything close to this, fuck no, now all that was changed, now I wanted to be, own and mark you in every motherfucking way I could think. I had to clear my throat before I even tried to talk but even then my tone was thick with a husky layer to it. "I want you to wear this collar in acceptance of what we now are, I will not call you my pet, you are far beyond that, you are my everything, and also my sub in aspects as this. You already belong to me, now it is up to you if this is another avenue you want to go down with me. I can’t make that decision for you, only you can.
Butch
-There’s really only one road you are going down when you wake up with a cage around your cock. I knew the basics of what you were asking me, repeatedly, to make sure that I wanted it. Most people would take the first yes and run with it but you wanted me to be sure above all. I appreciated it more than you could guess. Propelling someone toward giving of them self so completely just sat wrong with me and I knew that you would never do that to me. That being said, I wasn’t entirely sure how much play room something like this would have. I was unclear on whether I could actually get away with teasing you as I just had. Kneeling between your legs and licking the taste of you from my lips I would say that the reward far outweighed whatever punishment might come. Especially as I heard and watched all of your reactions. I almost hated myself for getting up so soon from what could easily have been a full course meal. I stayed put as I watched your hands let go of the hold that they had on the sheets. It was nice knowing that we affected each other in the same way. Of course I did already know that but it was a major turn on to watch your slow recovery. I couldn’t tell exactly what you removed from the drawer, I assumed that it was yet another one of your many things that you enjoyed trying out on me. I just sat there and listened to you deep intakes of breath and the thumping of your powerful heart racing in time with my own. My eyebrow arched when you mentioned that you had ‘seen’ this. I almost wondered if it had been one of your visions until I felt leather laying loosely around my neck. My already dropped head could easily see metal hoop dead center. Not a vision, more like a wet dream. My head tipped clear the hell back, till I was staring at the ceiling, as soon as you fastened the collar around my throat.- Oh damn… -The words were half groaned out of me. If I didn’t have this metal around my length I probably would have shot a load right then and there. My palms were suddenly sweaty and they slid straight down my bent legs to rest on the bed just in front of you with my head bowed once again. I felt your fingers tracing the leather at the same moment I smelled your sudden swell of bonding scent. My hunched back rose and fell with each draw for air. Such a simple band of leather and yet it signified so damn much. Every aspect of our relationship was now represented on me in some way. The name carved across my back, the ring at my finger, even the star pattern on my pectoral and now the collar around my neck. It was easier than I thought for me to slip into this other role, to be owned, almost like a need that I didn’t even know I had. I could hear you having the same trouble speaking that I was right now. My tongue was thick in my throat and I had to swallow a few times.- Thank you … Master … -I was trying the word out more than anything. You might not call me a pet, and I appreciated that, but you definitely where deserving the title I had just used. It was infinitely easier than being forced to call the Omega that. Anything else that I might call you right now just didn’t seem to fit.-
Vishous
Of course I watched all the decadent ways your body moved after I locked the collar in place and you actually seen what I did and even though it was a delicious in more ways than one, it was still those three words you spoke that had me moving in warped speed. My hands shot out and shoved your shoulders back towards the bed at the almost exact moment they quickly moved down to grab a hold of your ankles that were bent back and pulled them forward. I wanted what you were freely giving me, and I wasn’t going to ask for it. I’d made sure in more ways that I knew how to tell you to be sure and each time you came back with a resounding yes, now it was time to stop asking and time to take what was mine. I was already between your parted legs even before I laid your ankles over the top of my shoulders. With fangs bared and my whole body abuzz with a frenzied power, I reached down and took a hold of my thick cock. “For such a perfect fucking response I will reward you.” Even as the words were coming out of my mouth I was rubbing the head of my dick over that welcoming hole and pushing in, so that by the time the last word came out, I was shoving none to easily up in you. My head fell back between my shoulders and a vicious growl ripped through the air. It was only seconds later that every inch of my flesh was covered in a clear coating of sweat. I wasn’t in the mood for easy, slow or tender, fuck that I wanted you to feel me in every part of you and to know that what you called me was warranted. My hands came around to grip a death hold on your thighs that were now pressing against my chest and I held you in place while I started to drill balls deep inside you. By now my scent was so thick I knew it was seeping down to your bones and that knowledge alone had my hips slamming into you with enough force that if I wasn’t holding onto your legs then I would have easily fucked you off the end of the bed. At some point I did bring my head up to look down at you and all I could see was the glorious cock of yours caged up and the silver hoop attached to the collar gleaming in the low lighting of the room. My diamond eyes blared brighter and when I was able to bark out some words they was clearly demanding in a way that spoke volumes to the need raging within me. “All parts of you belong solely to me now, there is not a fragment of you that I do not own and you will not deny me nor share with any other what is mine.” It was with that last thought spoken out loud that I used what little was left of my mind to lock down all doors to my Penthouse and keep what was going on inside exclusively to myself and to the one that now wore not just my name on his body by my collar around his neck. 

Tattooed and Repaired


Vishous
I woke up a few times during the day just to make sure that Butch was still here, or more to the point that I hadn’t dreamt this shit up. Each time I tightened my hold on him and stayed right where I was, hell even if I had to piss like a Russian race horse, I wasn’t about to move from exactly where I was. Motherfuck, I hated when we argued, shit cut me like no blade in existence could. We both fought with just as much passion as we did out in the streets, it worked damn well for us out there but fucked us hard when it came to dealing with each other. I dropped my head just so that I could run my nose up the back of his neck. This here is where I belonged, anywhere he was, is where I would be, next time instead of throwing an epic proportion size tantrum; I will go up and retrieve my male. My fingers that were locked around his waist loosened up their hold some so I could trace them just over his hip and down along his thigh. I needed this man, needed him more than the air that filled my lungs, that was some insanity but it was a true fact, a male without his mate was useless, lost, and dead for all intents. It rocked me to my bones how damn true that shit was, how not more than a year ago I was alone, standing on my own feet and fighting with my brothers. That all changed with a single opening of a door. I knew it, felt it as soon as I saw him but I resisted it with every fiber of my being. I dreamt about the smartass Cop, hell I jacked off to thinking about him more times than even I could fucking count. And still it blew my brain that he stayed, that he wanted me, I was a cold hearted dick with a drill sergeant complex, hell fire there was no damn way would I stay with me. I knew I wasn’t easy to be around let alone stick it out with, and actually I never wanted the mating business, didn’t go looking for it, and never cared one iota about it. Now it was my foundation, the male sleeping like the dead next to me was my reason for being. I had lived a damn long time and had done more shit than anyone had a right to or hell should but fuck if I didn’t experience a lot of first with Butch. Like the whole kissing thing, damn that was some hot stuff, my Cop knew how to work those lips and fuck when he had tongue action going I was ready to blow a load each time. Add onto it how good his hands felt when he went exploring all over me, I was a sure goner by then, ready to do any damn thing he asked. With my face buried into the back of his neck, I let my eyes drift close, sleep was tugging at me, pulling me under with each slow breath I took. I was exhausted mentally and physically, and even more than that I had all that mattered lying half under me. The scenes started slowly, kind of like an old film roll starting up, there were flickers of light then black only to be disturbed by the bright light flashing again. When my vision cleared I could see that I was standing there right at the top of the second floor railing, I could look over and easily see the highly polished apple tree displayed on the Manse’s first floor along with a clear view of the front doors. It wasn’t a usual place for me to be, most times I kept to myself in the Pit, and it had always been that way from the moment all the brothers decided to live under one roof, I came to the Manse usually for few reasons, either to meet with the King, eat or hang some with the Brothers to do some drinking and pool playing. Now though here I stood watching the Doggen bustle to and from like they always did. It was a rather a mundane dream until one of the trusty Doggen opened the door and there walked in Butch. He was wearing clothes that looked like he had slept in them for a good couple days at least and the scruff on his face was probably more like a week’s worth at least. My nostrils flared and my hands found their way to the railing in a death grip. Instantaneous, that is exactly how my reaction always was, I saw him up against that door, his head cocked, and bearing his neck to me. One minute I was holding the railing and the next I was pressing the Cop against hard wood behind him. I knew my eyes were alight because I could see it reflected in his deep green ones while he stared back at me with just as much unleashed hunger. The next thing I know I felt the tips of his fingers trailing over the tats curving my brow. I hated the fuckers, coarse who in their right mind wouldn’t, considering what they spoke of and how they were tatted on me. But Butch seemed to marvel at them, almost like he was mesmerized each time he looked at them. In this dream place I’d slipped into it was easy to manipulate the scenes to a point because with but a thought I had my Cop bent over the backseat of the escalade. The rumpled clothes were gone from his body; his broad back was bare for me to gaze upon while I rode in and out of his willing body. My dick actually jerked more than a few times just seeing my name scrawled out across his shoulders. I had Butch’s blood running through my system, his warrior name carved into my flesh; I was consumed by the male. I felt my release coming as I pumped my cock into that warm hole and in a flash of vivid lights I was jerking awake back in the penthouse. I had to shake my head to clear it some but I kept a tight hold onto Butch. Unconsciously my fingers were once again tracing over his leg but this time I noticed a pattern in the trailing of my tips. I closed my eyes, relaxed back on the pillow and let my hand continue on its path till I had it branded in my head. I could see it, the lettering, and the style, all of it. Gently I slipped out of the bed and walked bare assed to my bathroom. I was quiet as fuck when I shut the door and begun doing what I was fixated on. Lucky for me I had all the tools here that I needed, I had actually tatted a few of my old pets with some BS they had begged for, plus it was just fun for me to do it. I stood directly in front of the mirror as I set up my kit, good thing I had created long ago and ink with the salt mixed in with it, there was no need to finish it off with any mixture. I knew exactly where I wanted it, and even better it was easy enough for me to do it. I started out a little slow, alternating from looking into the mirror and down at the spot I was marking directly over my heart. Once I had a good handle on it I picked up the pace and before I knew it I had the design outlined from all four corners being created with the letters in Butch’s name. That done I went down the middle and drew in the dagger with the hilt going wide and sitting just under the upper letters and also representing the T in his name. My lips split into a wide as fuck grin as I looked at the ink now bleeding into my skin. I had Butch’s warrior name across my back, now I had his name, the one I called him over my heart, exactly where it belonged. I continued on darkening the scrolls of each letter, giving them more flare, more curl and definition until I had the design down the way I saw it in my head. Once that was done I washed away the excess and finished it off by patting it dry.Now that I had that done and where I wanted it, I left the seclusion of the bathroom and made it part way back to the bed before I stopped and just stared at my sleeping male. He trusted me, had given himself to me when he had believed his whole life that he was meant for another way of life, he deserved better than what I could give him but even knowing that I wasn’t about to walk away and let him find that something better. What I could do was make some things right, fix a wrong that I had done in pure anger. Our home, the Pit, where we started as friends and became lovers and then bonded, I had wrecked it from one end to the other. I changed directions and went to the kitchen, fuck if there was any kind of paper so I improvised and lit one of my many candles. I even chuckled as I let the wax drop away on the pristine black counter top and I wrote out (Be back, don’t leave, I will return). I knew I had some time before the male woke up. We had went late into the night with our own shit and add to that, that I knew he hadn’t slept much since all the clusterfuck of a storm went down, he was down for the count. I dressed and dematted off the balcony back to the Manse. I didn’t stop or go anywhere but the Pit, I had shit to do and wasn’t in the mind set to fuck with anyone. When I went inside I was cussing myself out, I knew the cleanup had been done by Butch, and that made me felt more like shit. I had the basic materials to fix the walls and that kind of damage but I had to sit down at my computer and order up the furniture. Yet again I felt like a bigger fuck than I already did, there before me was a note from Butch and he already had the sites pulled up and orders in of all that we had, had, just not placed yet. He was letting that be my decision on if or when this shit would be fixed; growling at my own stupidity I quickly placed the orders and paid a fuck load more to have it shipped to one of the other locations ASAP. With all that done I collected the plaster, buckets, and tools that I would need and then shot txt to Rhage .”Need help motherfucker, get that ass down here.” I was busting ass to get this place back in living order, damn I didn’t realize how much shit I tore up until I had to fix it all. I had all the walls plastered, sanded and applying the second coat of paint by the time one of the Doggens called in saying they had retrieved all the stuff that had been delivered at our other location. The whole place smelled of paint and drywall dust and I was a sweaty ass mess, damn it felt good. It wasn’t that I was on some high from the damage I caused, but I did get off on working with my hands, creating something from nothing, repairing something from destruction. There was one thing that I wouldn’t fix and would never fix here in the Pit and that was the doors. I had decided a long damn time ago when Butch and I went down this together road that we wouldn’t shut each other out…at least not by doors and that one rule would stay in place. Hell, him and me had a hard enough time talking as it was, doors was the last damn thing we needed separating us. I had waited for Hollywood but not too long, I was itching to get this shit done. I had things to make right, I couldn’t erase the shit I did but I could make amends, I could try and change shit from this point on. I threw a txt back and told them I was ready and to start loading it all in. After that point it was hours filled with moving furniture in and setting it all up. I didn’t miss a thing, all the way down to the foosball table was replaced and exactly where it had been originally. I didn’t change anything, it all fit us and I wanted it back the way it should be. I did however wait till all the Doggens were done and gone before I finished up our little playroom. That was one area that no one needed to see or be in, it sit down at the end of the hallway and away from view. There was not a damn thing anyone needed to come down this way for, only that room and our mated bedroom were here. I huffed out one loud ass tired but good feeling breath as I walked through making sure it was all good to go. Bed was made with fresh bedding; fridge and pantry restocked and liquor cabinet loaded down along with new glasses to drink out of. I even had all the basics restocked in bathrooms and closets; there was no way I was leaving out the smallest of details. When I was satisfied I was really done, I took a long hot shower and dressed in some clean leathers and black T. I packed on my weapons before I left the Pit and locking the place up with a new code and dematted it back to my Penthouse. There was only about another hour left of night and I was wore the fuck down, I went through the double patio doors and left the place in darkness. As I walked across the highly polished gleaming black floor I was stripping my clothes off and leaving them where I dropped them so that by the time I reached the bed where Butch was still sleeping like the dead at I was bare assed. I slipped under the black sheets and wrapped myself around the male, it wasn’t even minutes later when I was falling into that Mr. Sandman world of sleep.
Butch
-I woke up from a deep, pleasantly dreamless sleep to find that I was alone in V’s penthouse. My brain scrambled through why I was here, momentarily disoriented by my surroundings. Everything from the past few days flooded back to me in a rush. The pain of almost losing the one that I held so dear settled in the center of my chest. If he hadn’t pulled me through that door I don’t know where I would be right now. I don’t think that I could have gone back to the mansion so completely defeated and devoid of all life. I might have been able to tough out a life alone before Vishous but now I couldn’t even see that as an option. I stood up from the bed took a quick shower before making my way to the small kitchen area to get a pot of coffee going. Vishous wasn’t here, I knew that right away, but I wasn’t planning on leaving without him. It didn’t take a great detective to find the note written in wax drippings on the counter. The corners of my lips turned up in a grin.- Wouldn’t dream of it, love. -I stood there, idly scraping the wax from the counter with my thumb nail as I mulled things over. Somehow this place had become somewhere that we came to fix things between us. I grabbed my cup of coffee and slowly walked around the room, actually looking at all of the instruments that were arranged so neatly. Such a strange place to find healing and yet that is exactly what it was. Here was where we came to stitch together our relationship and each time it made us stronger than ever before. It was also the place where he had carved his name into my back where it would remain for the rest of my life. The penthouse was as much a part of our life now as the Pit was, even if we didn’t come here very often. If we needed healing all the time I would have worried about our future. As it was, we had our ups and we had our downs, every relationship did. Our downs just tended to be much more volatile than most peoples. It seemed fitting that we would have such a strange setting for our repair work. My fingers brushed over a few of the items that I came across and I still had to wonder exactly how Vishous would use them. I hadn’t even seen half of what this place was capable of. Everything had its purpose, that much I was certain of. At some point in the night I got hungry and I ordered a pizza from some 24 hour place. I took the elevator down to the security dressed only in a pair of one of V’s basketball shorts that he loved so much. I left a healthy tip for the poor sap that had to work this late and was digging into a slice before I even turned around. The penthouse didn’t have much in the way of real furnishings but at least it had a tv. I would probably go stir crazy waiting for Vishous in here without something to veg out to. I actually devoured the whole pizza and felt kind of bad that I hadn’t saved any for him. That is until the night stretched out even further and he still wasn’t back. I might have cursed him out if we hadn’t fucked each other stupid the night, and day, before. I still felt some of the kinks in my muscles and it felt fucking good. At some point I gave up waiting for him and fell back asleep, sprawled out on the bed. Somewhere in early hours before the sun rose, I felt his arms encircle me. I smiled sleepily and twisted around him just as tightly as he clung to me.-