V
Stepping from the closet, black robe on and beads in place. The foreboding that had been building up like a rolling fire in me was now at an all time fucking raging inferno. Unclinching my hands that I didn’t even realize had been fisted up. I walked out into the living room where I knew Butch was. I wasn’t going to do a bail and cross over like screwed up and did the last time. After all the shit I finally got that I wasn’t in this or hell anything anymore alone. I had my Cop and no one had my back more then he did. Shoving and stomping that foreboding shit down deep, I made my way over to the bar and grabbed both bottles and poured two glasses. One clear as water and the other a rich amber color. Taking the necessary steps to the couch, I looked down at Butch and hold the glass out to you. “Thought it be good if I had a drink before I made the trip over, might help me keep my mouth shut some” Forcing a small grin on my face as I stood there and had a second thought that I should’ve sucked down the whole fucking bottle instead of one glass.
Butch
-I looked over from the TV when you came out of the room and the remote slid from my hand to land loudly on the floor. I knew what that get up meant and it was nothing good. My hands were shaking as I bent over to pick up the dropped item. I knew this shit was coming but that didn’t mean I wanted it to. When I sat back up you were in front of me and I couldn’t help but admire how majestic you looked. I swallowed a lump and took the glass from you, having to use both hands to keep from fumbling it.- You may want to try for horse tranquilizers. I hear those will shut you right the hell up. -My sad attempt at humor didn’t even warrant a laugh of my own. I didn’t know what else to say. I just stared down at my cup in silence.-
V
Cocking that all to familiar tatted brow that was from habit and not on purpose. It wasn’t just seeing the shaking in Butch’s hands, I could feel that anxious fear that was rushing through Butch at break neck speed. Lifting the glass to my lips, I drained the contents in one swallow and fuck me but I didn’t taste a drop of it. Copping a seat next to Butch on the couch, I sit my glass down and without notice, I leaned in and ground my mouth against Butch’s lips, my hand gripping the back of your neck. Holding you in place. My tongue demanded entrance. All I could zone in on was I was at least going to have this, no matter what the fuck happened after this meeting, one taste, one feel.
Butch
-The glass fell out of my hands and spilled all over the floor when you grabbed me up. I’d clean it up later, fuck it. My arms flew around you in crushing embrace. My mouth opened to meet yours with just as much passion. Fingers ran into your hair and I tried to ingrain ever detail in my mind. I inhaled your scent deeply and let my bonding scent wash over you. I tried to stow my own fear of what might come of this meeting and simply share the love I had for my hellren. My mind was prattling off prayers for your safe return. Dear God, bring him back to me.-
V
Scraping my fangs over Butch’s tongue as I pulled back slowly,my heated breaths coming out in a series of pants like I ran a marathon I leaned my forehead against Butch’s and had to smile as I caught the small prayer that you was broadcasting as loud as if you was shouting it out at the top of your lungs. Licking my lips I managed to still my breathing and then I inhaled the rich scent of that all to familiar smell that was Butch’s bonding scent, that alone had mine roaring from every pore in my body. “I’ll be back for you Nallum” My hand tightens on the back of Butch’s neck, fingers digging into the flesh. “I’m not that easy to get rid of and you bare my name on your back, your marked from the inside out with me, just as I am you”
Butch
-My eyes closed as you leaned your forehead to mine and I wished once more that I could bottle that delicious bonding scent of yours. I rested a hand over that powerful heart beating in your chest and flashed a reassuring smile.- You know where to find me, love. You always know where to find me. -I planted a small kiss on your forehead and backed away from you before I made some sort of rash demand that you stay or cling to you like a child. I stuffed my hands in my pockets and brought my gaze from the floor up.- Besides, we haven’t finished the fort yet. I’ll need you for that. I suck at that shit.
V
Raising my head up, diamond eyes locked on to hazel ones and I grinned.” Don’t I always find you, even when you run from me” Letting my grip on Butch’s neck go, I reluctantly stand up on legs that are use to being made of steel but now felt weak as rusty springs. Winks down at Butch “We’ll build it when I get back, all the stuff is down at my forge just waiting. Always love you Butch” Not wanting to do this crossing over in front of Butch in my head I harbored the thought of bailing on the meeting but this was gonna happen at one point or another so bite the bullet and face off is what I do. Making it to my old room, I go in and shut the door but not before stealing a last glance at Butch. Once I do shut the door I go down to my knees and start to the chant that would reach the Scribe Virgin in nano seconds and wait for the acceptance of coming over.
Scribe Virgin
*Hearing V´s chant, a satisfaction smile spreads on my face. I knew this would happen sooner or later. I accept his presence knowing it won’t take long for him to be here. I wait*
V
My eyes closed already, I feel the answering call from the Scribe Virgin and within moments, my body does the same as when it demats and goes into particles only to come up on the other side and forming once again in front of the Scribe Virgin. My head slightly bowed, I keep my tone leveled and as respectful as I can.”Scribe Virgin, I thank you for this meeting” The thank you came at a high price to me but I was trying to not fuck this up.
Scribe Virgin
*watching him, stepping closer and smiling. This is how I wanted to see V even when I know he is acting his best manners to me* You don’t have to thank me, I was expecting this meeting. What do you want from me, dear son? *I have to make the question. Not that I don’t know what brings him here, I will give my son the benefit of the doubt*
V
Raising my head up, I try to conceal stupidly the disdain in my eyes.”Do you really want to do this dance” Groaning inwardly I tighten my fingers into the palms of my hands, wishing at that moment I had something sharp. oh fuck I think” What I mean is, you know why I am here but it seems you would prefer to hear the words.” I had to ground my teeth a few before I spoke again, and fuck the images of Butches branded flesh froze at the forefront of my mind and I knew my eyes had heated up at the image. Digging my fingers in harder, fighting against that bonded male territory in me I managed to gravely get out more words. “You knew when you did what you did to the Dhestroyer that I would be making an appearance here. I want them removed and for you to get off of our backs. No more threats no more overcast shadows from you.” My back stiffened up and I was at my full 6’7 height and at that moment more. “What say you Scribe Virgin?”
Scribe Virgin
*I can feel V´s anger and desperation but I am not taking anything back, unless he pays for it. A dark chuckle leaves my lips and I stand tall, with my head up in front of him* I wanted to hear it from you. What I did was deserved and I see it didn’t work the way I wanted to. *shaking my head, thinking before speaking. Everything needs balance. I am not giving what you want so easily. I make a plan in my head, my eyes never leaving your face. I speak with a calm voice, not wanting you to hear the anger and frustration* I say, it will have a price you need to pay, dear son
V
My head barely moves as I shake it and it words comes out calculated and spot on. “No, Butch didn’t deserve it, those are my crimes and you are the cause of them. Once again you playing the game with my life and the results came out fucked up.” My eyes narrows dangerously and I wanted to launch my self at the SV but I stood my ground and forged on. “I will pay the price as long as you meet exactly what I said, no hidden codes.“The calmness of the SV grating over my spine like hot coals and once again I found my jaws locking up and teeth grinding before I could finish.”You know I got fucked in the parents area, so tell me will you meet my demands if I pay this price or will you continue to be a black spot that I am constantly scrubbing out?”
Scribe Virgin
*taking my hand to my chin, cocking my head to the side and listening to V attentively. He can’t imagine what is coming his way* So defiant and demanding, Vishous. Look who is talking about fucked up *evil laugh* Watch what you say and what you ask for. *taking another step forward, remaining in clam, my voice soft like a caress* What you will have to pay is not of your concern. Leave that to me*lifting my chin defiantly* Will you accept the price, even when you don’t know what it will be? I will remove the names, you will pay for it and I promise to you that I’ll stay away from you. Do we have a deal?
V
My fingers finally unfurl and I work the feeling back into them as I crack them some but never once losing eye contact with the SV. “If you remove the names and leave me and Butch alone, then I will pay the price. Don’t I always pay the price for your fuck ups?” My head cocks back some and I wish that I could get into her head, hear what the wheels in there are spinning out, but as always that is one place I can’t reach, one being I can’t hear.
Scribe Virgin
Let’s not talk about the past, Vishous. Let’s make this a new beginning for you and for me *smiles softly, trying to hide my real feeling. Triumphant, again. Keeping my calm* You have my word. *nodding once reassuringly*
V
My top lip curls over slightly elongated fangs and I bark out the words,”I wouldn’t wipe my ass with your word, we both know it’s fucking useless and starting over? I’ve been trying to get you out of my damn life not in it for some fucking mommy and me time.“I could feel the power radiating through every nerve ending in my body “I want my mate and I want you to back the fuck off, yeah that’s it, now remove the names from his flesh and tell me what shit I haft to eat to get you gone”
Scribe Virgin
We could have saved all this! *my tone raises as anger fills me* Why you have to make this difficult? Follow what is written for you. find a shellan, procreate and preserve our race. *looking into your eyes, my own eyes burning with rage* That is all you have to do to get me out of your life!
V
I be damn if my fucking eyes didn’t roll and I scrubbed a hand down my face.”I have my mate, if you need proof of that, I will remove my robe and you can see clearly his name proudly across my back, where it’s meant to be and where it will stay” Dropping my hand down to my side I lock White hot eyes on the SV “As I told you the last time, find yourself another whore for your race, cause it sure as fuck ain’t me”
Scribe Virgin
*Done with my son’s pleading, I wave my hand to keep his mouth shut. He was still not doing what I wanted him to, now it’s my time to set this thing straight, just the way I want it to be. The way it must be. His denial to obey my command to procreate, to preserve our race from extinction pushed me to do things that will make him suffer, but no matter what, even my son’s suffering, can’t stop me from making him the primale he is meant to be. He is my blood. He has to protect our race and he will be the only one to accomplish this task even if he likes it or not. The massacre of warriors and their families when he went back to Bloodletter’s Camp was something that he had been keeping secret and he never paid for that. The fact that he did it all to save the life of another male, the one he calls mate, was galling. Now he will have to live with the weight of his choices and bear them publicly for all to see. He will pay. My mind is set. Right in front of my eyes, at the wave of my hands, V dematerializes and comes to the present but with the whole course changed from those past murderous deeds. He couldn’t simply kill entire families of vampires and not suffer repercussions. A dirty little secret that had remained hidden from those few he held close, will now be exposed and would alter the entire course that his life had taken. No murderer of his own kind would ever have been allowed into the Brotherhood. My son will be out alone, without the Brothers and the Dhestroyer, as a hunted outcast from his own race. From this moment on, Vishous would have no memory of his time with the Brotherhood, all will be erased and his time with them will be removed from them as well. Any life he affected along the way, will carry on as if they had never met him. In the hopes that he would come around, I had held back the alternate ripple in time that his actions had caused and with my help now he will surely choose the correct path that was laid before him. All I have to do now is wait for him to find a true female of worth. As it was meant to be and should always have been.*
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