Vishous
Coming awake slowly, feeling the heated warmth of Butch’s body pressed up tightly against my side, even with my lids still drawn down a grin was in place. For a moment I let the scenes from the previous night whirl it’s way around my head, fuck that was some intense mating, I could still smell the lingering traces of both of our bonding scent in the air. Rolling over on my side, my clear eyes finally making an appearance as I looked over at a sleeping Butch, raising my hand I ran my fingers over the side of his neck. The fact that I can do this at will now still floored my ass, months ago these thoughts were only in my head and I tried like a mother fucker to keep the stuff locked away. Now that I have him, I wasn’t going to let jack shit stand in my way from keeping Butch with me, a low savage growl built up at just the mere thought of something or someone getting in the way. I knew I would slaughter any and all to keep what we had and fuck the consequences, it was that simple. Reluctantly I dragged my ass from the bed and made my way to the adjoining bathroom somewhat slow on unsteady legs “ Fucker had me bent up like a pretzel “ Half huffing and chuckling, I felt the muscles in my legs groan in protest at being used again in an upright position but fuck why they was groaning was what had me smiling like a son of a bitch. And it was with that thought that I turned on the shower and stepped in under the cold spray. I had made my mind up somewhere in the early morning hours that it was time to have a meeting with mommy dearest, with the old laws it was foggy at best about mating a male but fuck the old laws. She would either agree with what I lay out to her or I’ll do what the fuck I want to anyway, and mating Butch was all that I wanted. For the first time in my life I seen a name clearly on my back, damn I was still reeling from the vision I had seen and to have it played out just like a dream trance was a sense of euphoria. I had seen a long time ago, Butch in front of me, and me doing the unthinkable, giving over, I had thought that shit was just a dream, maybe more to the point I forced myself into thinking it was one, but after it played it so clearly and to the T, there was no denying the fates. Rinsing the last remnant of soap from my body, I step out and grab up the towel from the rack and headed to the closet with the towel wrapped low on my hips. Pulling out the all too familiar ceremonial robe and sliding it on, I grabbed the beads from a velvet pouch and finished the process of dressing. My shoulders squared back once I was done and I turned back to the bed, taking in once last longing look at Butch’s sleeping form. I was hoping to get this shit done before he woke, with the SV, one never knew how things were going to play out. Closing the closet door quietly, I stepped over to the bed and stole one last quick touch on the male before walking from the room. Stepping into the living room, I took my place on my knees and bowed my head down low as I held the beads between my hands. The ancient words flowed easily from my lips in a low chant and almost immediately the smooth beads warmed in my palms and I found myself being drawn forth. As soon as I opened my eyes, I was assailed by the white brightness of it all, I even found my hand coming up to shield my eyes and then there she was. As still as a statue but still as regal as any queen in existence. Her voice came out feather soft ( Greetings to you son, I have been waiting for you ) My head come up a little sharper hearing that last part, I knew it wasn’t a surprise to her that I would come, but that didn’t mean I liked it any more. “ I hope all finds you well “ I bypassed over her last part and took a couple steps closer, I wanted to get this over with and get the fuck out of here, but I also knew I had to tread easy. (Yes I am well, thank you for asking) I could hear the slight quiver of surprise in her tone and I had to hold back the snarl that threatened to curl up my lip up. “ As you already know there is a reason, this isn’t some Sunday brunch “ Her small sigh was heard clearly in my ears and I almost followed it up with something more but I gritted my teeth a second. (Speak what is in your head Vishous, I can tell this is not a place you wish to be) yeah that was the under statement of the fucking century but still yet I knew enough to go easy “ I have found my mate and I come to you for your blessing, I wish to make it official, that is the way of our kind and I want to declare our union with my brothers the same ancient ritual that many before me have done so “ every part of me hated to have to ask for this, in the human world they just ran down an aisle and did the deed but with us, it was not so simple, but also the difference, the humans rarely stayed with the one they promised to love and with our kind we would give over to death before we let go of our mates. When her vice rose a notch I almost cocked a brow (Tell me the name of this person Vishous) The smart ass words that jumped up in my throat were almost instantaneously, for her to act as she didn’t know was a pile of shit. “ My males name is Butch Oneal, the brother known as the Dhestroyer, a true male of worth in every way and beyond, I am truly not worthy of him but he see’s more in me “ Why I threw that last part in, I didn’t know but it was truth. I watched as her head came up more but never yet did it move from it’s place, the bright glow that emanated from her only shown brighter and when she finally spoke I found myself stood stock still (That is not possible Vishous, you have other plans and that is to become the primale, we have a race to protect and you being of my blood will be the one to accomplish this) Before I could stop, I found that snarl in place and words flying from my mouth “ Are you fucking kidding me, primale my ass. You can find another nutcase to pawn that shit off on, I didn’t ask to be of your blood and I don’t want it, all I want is the right to mate who I choose “ I didn’t think her glow could get so bright but damn if I was wrong, I did haft to shield my eyes completely this time and the dead cold tone in her voice said my spout out had hit a core (Vishous, make no mistake, you will do as you are bid, I will see to it) My anger mixed with the hatred that burned all too harshly inside me came to the forefront and fuck the rest “ Only two people can bid me to do anything, and you are not one of them, so unless you plan on feeding me viagra and having a bunch of chosen rape me then your precious chosen will haft to find another willing cock, cause mine only has one males name on it” when she took a step forward, I help my ground, hell I was doing good not to wrap my fingers around her throat that I couldn’t fucking see, I almost patted myself on my back for my restraint. (You can speak as cruel as you want Vishous, but make no mistake, I deem this to be and it will be, go back and release your male, I will give you one earthly day to do so, at the end of that you will fulfill your place at the primale of our race) A demonic twisted chuckle filled the air as I felt the blood roaring through my veins “ If that is to be the case, then you will find a dead primale in 24 hours dear Scribe Virgin, know this now, you go forward with this, I will do what I must on my end to thwart it. I will never release my mate and I won’t be your fucking whore “ As soon as the last word rolled out I found myself back in the pit, the bitch had actually dispelled me back. Growling fiercely I ripped the hated robe from my body and stood there as I tried like a mother fucker to reign in the rage that was rolling through me in a vortex of waves.
Butch
-The noise in the other room caused me to jump straight out of bed and scramble for my daggers. My eyes were still blurry but my heart was racing fast enough to make up for it. I finally spotted them on the floor and they instantly found my hand. My mind couldn’t quite put things together yet but the sounds were enough to spur me on. I burst out into Pit still buck naked and holding my daggers. My gaze swept the room quickly trying to see where the threat was coming from. I wrinkled my brow and relaxed my stance some when I saw only V standing there. Noticing the shredded material and what looked like marbles arrayed around him. The look on his face told me this was still a time for caution however and I looked around again for the danger that I must have missed. Licking my lips a few times before finally asking.- What’s doing, Nallum?
Vishous
Not bothering to turn my head in Butch’s direction, I was outside of myself and I knew it, hell I was inhaling and exhaling the engery that was buzzing through me at an alarming rate ” Fucking stay away “Turning on my heals, making tracks to my room grabbing some leathers that was laid over a chair and pulling on the rest of my gear, my muscles tensing under each blade I slid in place.I had to get out of here,I knew I was dangerous under this roof right now and Butch would only pay for it if I didnt bail.
Butch
-V’s words felt like a slap in the face. No fuck that, they felt like a damned fist to the chest. But I knew instinctively to sidestep out of his way as he strode past me into his room. My hazy mind was kicking into overdrive trying to figure out what was going on. I pulled on some slacks and laid my daggers down on the bar. Scraping my fingers through my hair. This sudden shift in attitude refused to make any sort of sense in my brain and I tried to not pair it up with what went down the night before. My hands where shaking as I tried to pour myself a drink. I gave up on it altogether and shoved the glass off the bar. Taking up the bottle straight and tipping it down my throat.-
Vishous
My mind kept kicking over the 24hr mark, and fuck if the minute hand on the hanging clock ticking,sounded like a death keel to my ears. Coming out of my room, I stopped short seeing Butch with the bottle tilted up and I cursed myself a million fools over for already having to deal with this side of me. I had to figure this out, I’ll be damned if that bitch got another shot at fucking my life again. Picking my feet up I made it to the door and with my hand on the knob, my eyes locked on the door, I spoke “ I will be back ” Pulling the door open I walked through and I felt the full weight of hell laying on my shoulders as I walked away from Butch.
Butch
-Mumbling mostly to myself- I’ve heard that one before. -Burying my head in my hand and fumbling around with my other hand to find my cigarettes. It takes me several tries to get it lit and all I could do was stare at myself in the mirror behind the bar. Why where there always fucking mirrors there? No one wanted to see what they looked like when they felt like this.-
Vishous
Beating a path to the garage, I jump into the Escalade, and backed out like a bat outta hell. I couldn’t stop my hands from flexing over the wheel, hell my whole body was revved up and I was surprised as fuck that I was sitting still. The veins in my neck jerked repeatedly and the hand buried under the leather and steel glove was burning harshly. I kept flying over all the ancient laws in my head, trying to find some kind of out, I had to be missing something. But I knew right now I could be missing a shit load of info with my mind going into a tail spin. As I pulled out onto a side road, the moon shown bright and full in the sky or I thought it was the moon, before I knew what was happening the whole inside if the SUV was alight with that fucking light and I jerked the SUV over to the side of the road haphazardly. “ What the fuck “ Blinking my eyes several times looking over at the passenger seat, the glow lowered to reveal mommy dearest sitting there all prim and proper with her hands in her lap. “ What you didn’t get enough of my happy fucking disposition earlier “ I kept my hands locked on the wheel and not on the daggers that laid close to my chest, where I wanted to lay them. (You didn’t do as I said) My eyes narrowed dangerously “ Do as you said, yeah I told you that wasn’t going to happen“ Her hood moved only slightly as she shook her head some (I’m revoking the time period I laid out, since you will not come willingly, I can see that you need some persuading) I turned half in my seat, finally releasing the steering wheal “Persuading?, you have nothing to persuade me with “ She turned her face to me, and even though I couldn’t fully see, I knew her eyes were bearing into me, I felt it. (Persuading is not the right word, what I do now, I do because it must be done. Know that I draw no enjoyment for this, you must except this path in your life and sadly there is only one that I know of that can make you follow what you must) I dropped my head some and snorted out a laugh that wasn’t felt at all “ There is no one that could make me walk away willing from my mate, you of all should know how a bonded mate is, we are your children after all, your creation. Have you not fucked my life up enough, why can’t you let me have this one fucking thing that is mine “ Snorting just shaking my head as my hands continued to jerk and flex (I did what I had to and I make no more on that, but now our race is nearing too close on the brink of extinction, as I told you, you have a purpose and I have the role of enforcing that on you. But know that this does pain me much) Before I had a chance to form any words, I felt a sharp hit to my gut, my breath rushed from my body and then my molecules dissolved into the air, I was being forced out and controlled under her demands. When I came back to form, I felt like I had been sliced and diced and then super glued back together, every part of me ached and my eyes felt like they were stitched together. It was the noises that pierced my brain, metal against metal, heavy feet thudded against the ground with enough force that it vibrated through me, the loud gruff calls coming from all around me. My eyes pulled against the heaviness and I opened them “ Oh fuck no “ The words rolled out on an incredulous whisper. All of it was with me, the rancid smell, the filth laying all about and the male warriors that were littered all about. I was back at the Bloodletter camp, it was just as it had been those hundreds of years ago, she actually stuck me back where I started, where I lived in hell at. This was my punishment for not fucking her chosens and producing the race with a flood of fucked up offspring’s. I railed against the pain flowing through me, it was then that I realized way too fucking belatedly the heavy binds around my wrist and ankles and the crude metal I was locked to “ You got to be fucking kidding me “ My nostrils flared as I pulled heaping breaths in, the irony of this wasn’t lost on me but even this was too fucking far for her. I jerked my head back and banged it repeatedly against the steal barrier holding me up, yanking at the binds against my body only to find them cutting through the material of my clothes, digging into my flesh. I stopped cold when I heard that booming voice coming closer, every never ending shot off warning sparks and I braced myself as mentally best as I could. The first thing that hit me was that wicked grin creasing his dirt encrusted face (Thought you gotta away from me did you boy) the laughed that rolled out sent shivers down my spine and I pulled against the binds harder just to feel the pain lacerate through me and clear my head. I kept my teeth gritted as I locked my eyes on the bastard (What not got nothing to say boy, don’t worry, you’ll be saying a lot soon) I arched a single brow as he waved a young warrior over, the male proceeded to cut my shirt from me and slice my leathers straight down both sides of my legs. (Now let’s see what words you will spill forth) Turning my head when the bastard brought up a jagged nail and then my eyes watered as sweat formed on my brow and upper lip when the rusty nail went straight through my gloved hand, and pinned it to the metal. The blood poured out around the hole and I kept my jaws locked together. (Can’t have you getting that fucker free now can we) His harsh almost bordering on cheerful laughter rang out as he rammed 5 more nails into my palm (That should do it, if not well then we’ll just saw the fucker off) My whole arm was throbbing in aching pain and I watched as my blood dripped down to the dirt ground. Taking in a deep gut filling breath, I seen Butch as I had left him, the bottle tilted up and I knew the thoughts that had been in his head then, I could read it him, he felt I was running cause of what went down last night, fuck all I wanted was to repeat it over and over again. It was with that thought lodged in my head that I felt the searing burning shooting down the sides of both my thighs and I had to squeeze my eyes shut as the hot irons burned into my flesh, the smell of my own skin burning assailed my nose and my legs started to shake some under the assault.
Butch
-I held myself together only long enough to hear the shitkickers retreating down the hall. Tilting my head toward the ceiling and letting my frustration and pain tear out of my throat. Shit kept replaying over and over in my head. I tried to pick apart the threads to see where I had gone wrong. Everything had finally all slid into place in what seemed like a suddenly perfect world and really that should have been the warning bell for me. Nothing is ever really as bright and pretty as it seems. I’d scared him away. Gone too far. Pushed too fast. Now it all felt like ash in my mouth. I tipped back the bottle again only to find it empty and for some reason that set me off. I looked at it with a curled lip and chucked it at the mirror. Watching it sail through the air and smash into a million pieces. I blinked through tears and saw my reflection in the broken mirror. Red rimmed eyes stared back in fragmented panes. What really sent me over the deep end was when I realized with a stark certainty that I couldn’t feel him anymore. My blood that ran thick in his veins no longer pulled me in one direction. It just ceased entirely. I wanted to believe that he had just found somewhere so far away from me to hide that I couldn’t track him. That was better than the alternative. Rational thought flew out the window. I was drunk and suddenly dead inside. Everything in the Pit was fair game and I started with the furniture. Throwing it against the windows and walls, anything that would break was going to.-
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