Distractions

Butch

-I woke up to the sound of Vishous talking in the background. I hadn’t even noticed him getting out of bed. I supposed that had more to do with my complete exhaustion than anything else. If I’d had any dreams after falling back asleep I didn’t remember them. And that was just fine with me. I stretched out lazily and rubbed the sleepers from my eyes. I caught enough of V’s conversation to know that he was talking to Wrath again and I just tuned it out. My mind instead turned to what I needed to say to my hellren. I wasn’t going to let any more time go by without addressing the issues that stood between us, I just wasn’t sure where to start. My stomach knotted up with worry, I didn’t want to say or do anything that would make matters worse, but I shoved it aside. At this point I was fairly confident that the only thing that would make things worse would be trying to ignore it all like I had been doing. I waited there, staring up at the ceiling, until I heard V’s voice die off. My legs slipped over the edge of the bed and there was no calling it back. I was up and moving through the room, not even bothering to put on any clothes. I padded on bare feet across the way until I stood at the doorway of V’s office. I took a moment to draw in the familiar smell of his turkish tobacco, stare at the black curls of his hair and trace the broad expanse of his shoulders. There literally wasn’t a bad angle to examine the male from, he was stunning.- Sorry if I ah… borrowed your hand last night… -My voice was shaking, I was shaking, oh hell this wasn’t what I came in here to say at all. I scratched the back of my neck and tried to focus. Suck it up Butch. This is the guy you love and who knows you better than anyone else. I wet my lips and moved to within a foot away from Vishous.- I need you, Vishous. I need you and I am a stupid fool for closing down when I needed you the most. -I forged on before I lost my nerve and didn’t get out all that I needed to say.- I realize that I left you wondering and I’m here to tell you right now that I don’t need, or even want, anyone else. Male, female, whatever. There is no one else that I want to belong to and there never will be. -I swallowed a large lump in my throat.- There are a lot of things that I’ve dealt with alone that I just can’t anymore. -My eyes searched the room as I strove to explain myself.- It’s like the clock is ticking on my own self destruction and I refuse to go out that way. I refuse to give him the satisfaction. -The corner of my lip turned up in a snarl until I realized what I’d said and snapped back, eyes returning to you.- I look forward to a very long and fulfilling life with you. I don’t know what we will do or the roads that we will travel but I wouldn’t want to move forward without you. Or backward for that matter. Because god knows I’ve fallen backward. -I shook my head and blinked glistening eyes a few times.- Please… please help me Vishous. 

Vishous

After getting off the line with Wrath I went forward with the background checks. I hit up Rhevs sister Bella first since that was the easiest one to access. Basic story there, high profile parents, rich living but with one hitch, Rhev was her brother. That made shit interesting, at least for her and for the King who had to deal with this crap. It seemed she had a habit of running around on her own which in digging more I could see that was evident in the attack that came down on her. I was more than a little surprised that a Glymera Princess was left with so damn much freedom to come and go like that and even more astonished that she was left to go traipsing around Zero Sum, especially with what Rhev did within those walls. Maybe there was some family business hook up there, fuck if I could make heads or tails why a well-bred and up until not too long ago protected female was in that part of town. I wrote all the basics down on her and some side notes as they hit my brain. I moved on to Qhuinn’s stray next which in searching through some of Zero Sums data base and I found name there as well. Her upbringing was run of the mill for a civilian, mother passed bringing the daughter into the world, father struggled unfortunately until one night out he was caught unawares by Lesser then came an Aunt that took the female in. From the paper trail I found in the system she started working odd jobs very young and left her only living relative when she was around 18. Seemed after that point the jobs only got more creative and colorful which landed her on Rhevs doorstep. No big shock there with the female being in the field she went into of stripping. I sure as fuck hope this shit isn’t going to be any shock to good ol Qhuinn, of course my findings here were going to Wrath only. As far as I was concerned I could care less about the Gylmera Princess or the stripping blood seller, unless either of them brought any shit down around the Manse, then I cared a fuck load and would deal with it. Still all in all, neither of them raised any flags to me other than I was glad that I didn’t have to deal with neither. I moved onto the last one…well at least until I talked to Rhage and found out if I needed to do a work over on the one he was playing house with. Kisa’s name pulled up a clean slate which told me right off that it wasn’t hers, hell Wrath already said she was a known criminal so aliases would be expected. Under this name I found a variety of bank accts attached to it along with just as many pieces of properties. I dug further into the states system, one good thing was she seemed to gravitate only in this area so about the time the name Kisa Varushkin came into play and searching through the records I found some possible matches that could fit into it all. I hunted down each one and was able to narrow it down to two girls; both seemed to have dropped off the face of the earth when they reached legal age. One went by the name of Chelsea Ramsey the other by the generic name of Jane Doe, and it didn’t take long to finally pick up on the Ramsey chick, I lost track of her when she moved to Florida, from what I found she was happily hitched with some brats. So I went and searched the Jane Doe one, it was all fucked, from the time the half breed was brought into this world but nothing that would be an issues for the Brotherhood, unless she went Norman Bates psycho crazy, so outside of a fucked up life she was clean like the other two. I kicked back in my chair contemplating my next steps on trying to find the females parents that abandoned her when I heard the soft shuffling of feet behind me. A single black brow cocked up when I spotted Butch standing in the doorway naked as a fucking jaybird. My first instinct was to grin and ask the male what his pleasure would be but that shot to fuck when I noticed all the signs. The male was shaking all over and when Butch spoke it was even more evident in the tone. I kept my mouth shut and sit back listening. Sometimes talking was the only thing that helped a person and also for the other person to just shut the fuck up. I watched as my male struggled, I wanted to help; I wanted to fix whatever the fuck this was, shit part was that I knew all along that the fixing part had to come from Butch, I was just a means to help it come to pass. This right here was taking the necessary steps to take control over whatever was chasing him. I knew how hard this shit was, there had been a time or two that I had things that dwelled so fucking twisted inside that I had someone do what I was telling Butch might help with this sitch. I waited through it all, through watching Butch stall, start again, fight with himself internally and even when I saw the wetness build up in his eyes. Fuck that was some hard shit to do, to sit here and wait, not offering up anything right away but when Butch was done I pulled off my leather clad hand and held it out. “Come here My Nallum, I’ve been waiting for you to come to me and there is not a part on me, this hand included that you will ever borrow, I am all yours, True?

Butch

-I was sure as hell glad that you didn’t interrupt me anywhere in the middle of all of that because there would have been no way that I would have spit it all out. And I knew that it was only the tip of the iceberg when it came to shit I needed to get out but it was the steps forward that mattered. I was almost worried as to what kind of reaction I would get. And I damn if I wasn’t a fool for even thinking that you would throw something like that in my face. My lip actually started quivering as I stood there. Pull yourself together man.- Oh hell… -I took your hand almost gently and took the final step forward to press up against you. My head dropped down and I draped my arm over your shoulder.- I don’t deserve you. But I am really glad that I have you. 

Vishous

My fingers tightened their hold on Butch‘s hand as I pulled you down onto my lap. My legs stretched out in front of me as I relaxed back with you in my hold. “Butch if we are going back to this ‘I don’t deserve you BS’ then you know that rings more true for me than it ever has for your ass, so unless you feel like traipsing down that shithole again, drop it…..for good.” My free arms slipped around your waist to pull you even tighter against my chest, plus it just felt damn good to be able to run my hand over any part of you and all I felt was skin without the barriers of clothes. Turning my head I ran my nose up your neck and stopped right at your ear. “One thing Cop, don’t ever put in my head about sharing again.” I bit nice and hard on your lobe before I continued. “Just know I have you, if you fall, and you will, I’ll be there with a hand reaching for you.”

Butch

-I sunk in to your lap gratefully and just curled against you. My head tucked into the crook of your neck and I took in a staggered breath. I nodded against you and mumbled into your skin.- Consider it dropped. -A shiver ran up and down my spine as I heard your words right at my ear. I instantly reddened at what you said. I had a feeling that I had left you with that idea and it wasn’t what I wanted to do. But I couldn’t help but wonder what you would think when you did finally learn the truth.-I never want to be shared with anyone, Vishous. It wasn’t what… -I stopped for a minute and sucked down a ton of air as I felt you teeth bite into my lobe and the rest of the words spilled out.- …wasn’t what made me close down. -I almost tried to sink lower into your lap, like I could get any closer than I actually was right now.-You know that I’m here for you too, right? -My head tilted up to look at you.- I will cling to you for all that I’m worth for as long as I have strength in me.

Vishous

I relaxed my hold on Butch, it was easy enough to feel the shivers and even the despair that rolled off my Cop. It only proved to kick in my overprotective mate gene. I glanced over at the monitors and back down at the top of Butch’s head.”You up to doing some recon work with me tonight?” Grabbing up my phone I sent a quick txt to Qhuinn and waited for the info I needed. I wasn’t yet done with the work I told Wrath I would do and this one going to get me one step closer to completing that list. Plus right now with how heavy I felt things were laying on Butch, some downtime with easy street working can help chill a man’s mind. “I told Wrath I would get some things done and after how hard I rode his ass out, I better get shit done before he decides to take a chunk out of mine, so you game Cop to hit the streets and get dirty with me?”

Butch

-As soon as the prospect of getting some real work done came up, my head lifted and I straightened up some.- Hell yeah. You know I am. -I watched you shoot out a text and glanced at your screens trying to determine what it was that you were up to. The detective in me, never truly asleep on the job. My gaze came back to you and the corners of my mouth turned up.- So that’s what you’ve been doing with Wrath? Riding his ass? -I shifted in your lap so that I could straddle your legs, hands hooked around the back of your neck.- I might have a thing or two to say about that. -I playfully clamped my teeth around your neck with a growl.- Mine. -I kissed your neck before sitting up again.- Isn’t that what we did last night? -Chuckling lowly- Hit the streets and got all kinds of dirty. That was hot by the way. Might not have been if some lesser come along but who knows.

Vishous

I quit looking at my phone or the monitors and turned full attention on Butch especially when you did that straddling my lap move. My hands moved down to lay loosely on Butch’s hips and my head tilted back some to look you in the eyes with a smirk on my lips. “Lets just say that the big guy and I have had a couple interesting convos. It would seem the Manse is busting at the seams with new additions and I flipped a kick ass lid over it. Which was why all the codes had been changed the other day. Then we talked and I got the info on who was all now under roof from him. And just so you know what is what, Your sister and Z brought back with them from Havers a Glymera princess by the name of Bella who also happens to be Rhevs sister. There also is Qhuinn’s I don’t know what the fuck stripper bedmate that is now in residence and then the career thief that you, yourself brought up in here that Wrath has falling over his ass for. I have that shit taken care of but now I need to get the security tightened down along with some clean up work that could later be a problem so my thoughts are, why wait for later. We will wipe this shit out now so we’re not doing the shoulda, coulda and woula bullcrap.” My head tilted some to give Butch full on access to my neck. That right there already caused my straining hard on to throb in my basketball shorts underneath Butch.”All fucking yours Cop, and maybe if your also game I will fuck you with a blazing fire surrounding us tonight during our recon sitch, we’d be toasty warm and with just a small chance of getting caught with our leathers down.“Winks at Butch while I dig my fingers into your hips.

Butch

-I wanted to listen to everything that you had to say, I really did, but it was incredibly difficult to focus with where I was sitting. My hands went on an exploration of your chest which, even through fabric, was mouthwatering. My fingers stopped just as they were pinching down on your nipples and I looked back up.- Shows how much I pay attention to shit. I didn’t even know that there were more here than the one I brought in. -I let go of the nubs as soon as I was sure they were good and hard and brushed my fingers over them. My lips pressed together in a flat line when I thought about how I couldn’t get into the Pit the other day. It had felt like everything inside of me had dropped out the bottom and I was left a hollow shell. It was quite possibly worse than seeing you die in front of my eyes and that had been the end of my world. How there could be something worse than that I don’t know. Probably had more to do with that one being a choice and the other being a warrior dying to protect his mate. I shook my head to get rid of the thought and refocused on the nipples that I was enjoying playing with.- I’m still not use to the whole ‘sister’ thing. Or the fact that Z is panting after her. -I rocked forward just enough to feel the pleasant friction.- Soooo… Rehv’s sister, a stripper and the thief. Should make things interesting… Should I start hiding the valuables? I would say we need to more than just tighten the security. -laughing-It’s a good damn thing we don’t have to actually bother ourselves with all that if we don’t want to. Though I really should check on Piper, I haven’t done that since she got back from the clinic. -I set the thought aside and almost reached down to grab your thick erection that I could feel against me.- I’m up for anything nallum. Especially if it ends up even close to what you are saying. -I gave your nipples a good twist before leaning in and pressing my lips to yours.-

Vishous

“You know this job doesn’t have an immediate expiration date on it, it can hold a few hours as far as I am concerned.” My legs spread open wider and I drove my ass about an inch of the chair I was sitting in to ride my length against you and your searching hand. My hands slipped over your hips and down to that round firm bare ass to get a damn good hold on to you. I kept my mouth hovered over yours as I spoke. “Right now I don’t give a fuck about codes, security, sisters or thieving females.” I stood up holding and pulling you close to me as I did. I only had to turn a little before I sit you down on my desk and leaned you against the only wall space that was there beside all of my monitors. With my lips still brushing along yours, my tongue slipped out to lick over both our almost joined lips. “All I am going to work on right now is you and at the moment I want to make you burn from the inside out till you blow a load for me.”

Butch

Oh god… -My hips road forward as your ass came up off the chair and I had to brace on your chest to keep from falling completely on you. I figured rubbing up on you didn’t exactly break the order against pleasuring myself, especially when you seemed to like it so much. In fact, I pretty much made a little mental note to do exactly that anytime I needed some friction. My fingers wrapped around your cock tightly and I actually found myself holding on to that for dear life as you stood up. Instant reflex had me hooking my legs around you and snagging on your shoulder with my other hand. Ground disappearing underneath me was still a new one on me no matter how many times you did it. Knowing you could carry my weight didn’t help in the least bit. I let up on the near death grip I had on your dick when my ass dropped down on the desk and I had to laugh at myself. I’d carried you more than enough times to know that you didn’t like it much either. At least it was just a small shift and not all the way through the manse or something along those lines. I smoothed my hand over your erection almost apologizing for the abuse I’d just given it. My tongue came out to gloss over the length of yours. I moaned loud enough to put a porn star to shame.- Vishous… I hate to tell you this because it will probably give you a bigger head than you already have… -I paused and smiled against your lips- But baby… you could make me cum just by looking at me right. Or hearing your voice all low and husky. Or shit even me thinking about you. -My teeth scraped over my bottom lip and I let out a positively sinful sound, even to my own ears, as a pulse ran straight through my dick and left a fat drop of pre-cum to weep down the side.-

Vishous

I leaned back just enough to rip my shirt over my head and throw it where ever it landed. I wanted to feel Butch, I always wanted to touch each and every inch of that body. Fuck, sometimes I couldn’t get enough of that chest, those legs and arms rubbing along my body. My hand dropped down over top of Butch‘s when you went to rub along my thickness. “Fuck rubbing me Cop, grab me like you was just seconds ago, talking about getting off I could have filled your hand up in seconds with the hold you had on me.” To emphasize what I was saying my fingers gripped a hold of yours over my cock and pressed them in to get a damn good hold through my shorts. Just feeling the pressure bearing down on me had my head falling back between my shoulders and a grating growl ripping from my chest. Somehow I managed to pull my neck back up and I stepped back out of both of our holds so I could pull my basketball shorts down and kick them away. “Right now the only big head I give a fuck about is the one I am about to ride up into you.” I stepped back into place with my cock in hand and rubbed the swollen sensitive head over your leaking one, smearing the wetness between them. I looked from Butch‘s deep hazel eyes to the opening of my office and with but a thought I locked the Pits entrances down.