Vishous
I came through the Pits door and knew Butch was there, it wasn’t just the shower that I heard running, no, it was the pull of the blood in my veins that told me that. My Nallum was pissed and this time I was way the fuck in the wrong. I stood in the living room and looked at the open doorway of our mated room, all it would take is a few steps and I would be in there with him. I looked around the Pit and shook my head, fuck, sometimes I really need to tone the ego macho male shit down a notch. Shaking my head I was running it all through my head and I was more determined than ever to fix this shit and now. I took a hard right and was in the kitchen, thanks to the Doggens for keeping us full up on things I could fix my male a meal he deserved. I pulled a couple steaks form the fridge, grabbed some potatoes from the cabinet and took out a couple pans from another cabinet. It wasn’t long before I had the burners going and all the spices added to the meat and hand mashed potatoes that I had cut up and worked over. The snap peas were simmering low in the back and I found the stuff to fix up a chocolate cake. I was working on the stove, oven and counter and almost missed the phone ringing in the kitchen. I grabbed it up and stuck it between my ear and shoulder.” Speak.“ It was one of the Doggen asking if now was good to bring down dinner.” No I have it covered matters of fact make sure no one steps foot around here, or there’ll be consequences to pay.” I had no doubt he was doing a lot of nodding and would have stuttered out a reply but I cut him off.” Thanks, keep up the good job my man.” I hung the phone up and resumed my work. The smells filling the space told me what I needed to know, each bite would be mouthwatering. The steak was the first done then the rest followed suit, I grabbed up a one plate and filled it almost to over flowing. I cut up the cake along with grabbing a bottle of Lag with a two glasses. I stuck my head out the door and still heard the shower running, letting out a low blowing breath I loaded my hands and arms up with the two plates, silverware, bottle and two glasses, shit I thought I totally could rock as a waiter. Coarse only one I would wait on is my Cop, hell I wanted to do more than just wait on him, tonight I wanted to feed him every bite with my own fingers until he was satisfied. I walked steadily into our bedroom and set my loot down on the bedside table. Looking around the bedroom I turned the lights off with a trick of my mind and lit the candles that sit around the space the same way. Satisfied with that I pulled off my black T, dropping it in a chair and bent down to unlace my boots then kicking them of to scoot under the same chair. I finished the room off by pulling down the covers and as I looked at the bed I hoped like fuck that before sunrise I’d have my male in that bed making those noises that crawled deep inside me and rung through every corner of my being like only he can.
Butch
-I stood in the shower long after the hot water had run out. I knew my hellren had returned to the Pit. I could hear him and I could feel him. I just wasn’t sure what I was going to say to him. When I finally turned off the water and stepped out of the shower I could smell exactly what Vishous had been up to this whole time. My mouth watered at the thought of a home cooked meal from my male. My body swayed toward the source of my undying affection and I had to stop myself. I caught the edge of the counter and closed my eyes, my head falling forward. This was bigger than him and I. Tension between Vishous, Zsadist and my sister was a deadly combo that could get someone seriously hurt out on the battlefield. Back at the PT room I had felt like I was caught in the middle of a tornado with no way out. It was worse than being chained to a wall. I could almost see the leather raised and ready to rip my flesh to shreds. It was like being back beneath my father’s boot once more but this wasn’t physical pain, that I could have handled. One wrong step and I would be paying for it. Janie’s face appeared on the back of my tightly closed lids and I recalled all of times that I had stepped in and taken the hits to protect her. I’d just barely found out that Piper was my sister and still all of the instincts were there. Would I have to step in front of my own husband to protect this sister as well? Or even my Brother? God I hoped it didn’t come to that. I refused to equate my piece of shit father with the love of my life. This could be resolved, it had to be resolved. I opened my eyes again and slowly released the white-knuckled hold that I had on the sink. My face came up to see myself in the mirror. I looked like hell. Instead of rushing out of the bathroom to confront my hellren, I found my shaving cream and razor. With a hand that was steadier than what I was actually feeling, I cut careful swaths through the stubble on my face. I washed it all clean and looked at myself again. It hadn’t improved matters much but I was calm now. Almost too calm. I grabbed a towel, scrubbed it through my hair and tied it around my waist. I picked up my comb and pulled it through my hair, slicking it down and back against my head. If I didn’t know any better I would say that I was getting ready for a hot date but it was really just an attempt to center myself. My shoulders squared and my back straightened. Everything had been calling me to the room just outside the arched opening that could only be called a doorway in the loosest of terms since it didn’t actually have a door. I finally gave my feet what they wanted and turned toward the opening. I paused to take in the scene before me. My eyes flickered over all of the delicious food that I’d been smelling, the turned down bed, the candles and finally settled on my love. No matter what happened in our lives my love for him would never change. My heart flopped around in a my chest a few times and I swallowed the lump in my throat. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. I finally just gave up and stood there stupidly.-
Vishous
I turned around when Butch stepped through the open doorway of the bathroom. It didn’t take a much common sense to see that a meal and romance wasn’t working in my favor. Butch‘s whole persona at the moment seemed to scream control and fuck you, to me. All hope and everything I had planned out just went up in a ball of flames. I scraped my fingers through my hair and willed the lights on and the candles out.” I already said sorry, and this.” I waved my hand around the room without taking my diamond eyes off Butch “that I did isn’t working. Tell me what it will take Butch because I’m at a loss here and coming up empty handed now. I’ve even apologized to the Dr and well fuck, me and Z, we’ll be beating the shit out of each other for another reason in a month I’m sure but we have one another’s back always. I stayed away from the Pit to give you space and chill down time instead of barging in like I usually do. Point is, I’m fucking lost like I said, tell me what to do because I’m not hitting it at all.” My head dropped and so did my ass to the bed. “ I can read you man, your stiff as fuck and hell the shower’s been off for awhile which means you wanted to take your time before coming out. You need more time? You want me to leave? What’s the answer?“
Butch
-I let out a heavy sigh and went to the dresser to pick up my lighter. I half considered sitting down and firing up a cigarette, lord knows I could use one right now. Instead I lit the closest candle to me and continued doing that until I reached the light switch which I flicked back off. Not all of the candles in the room were lit but it was enough to see by. I set the lighter back down and stood directly in front of my beautiful male. With your head bent forward I could clearly see my vampire name that I’d hastily carved across your back one night in a moment of passion. It was a desperate move to tie you to me in ways that could never be broken.- I never want you to leave. -My fingers ghosted over the letters that were me yet still strange to me. I hitched up the towel some and went down on my knees in front of you. I moved forward as far between your legs as I could get. My hands went to either side of your face and I lifted your head with a gentle nudge.- Thank you for apologizing to my sister. That means more to me than you know. -I locked my gaze on your breathtaking eyes and just let myself fall into the clear pools. It was so easy to be captivated by you.- I forgave you, Vishous. I just don’t know what to do with all of this. -My forehead touched yours and everything raced through my mind at once. An image of me as a child standing between my father and my sister and taking his abuse so that she wouldn’t have to know the pain. It shifted to moments ago and I could see the pain that your words inflicted on Piper and instantly I was a child again. My face contorted some and my breathing came out in shallow huffs of air. The scene changed once more and the true pain of the evening was me standing there watching as Z’s hands went around your neck and the failure that I felt at not having stopped it. The very basic urge of a male to protect and care for his mate and I’d completely failed at it. I bundled all of that up and threw it at you so that you truly understood why I was having difficulty keeping my shit together right now. My eyes closed and I drew in a deep, calming breath. I pressed my lips to your forehead and draped one arm over your shoulder.- Now, I came out here to enjoy one of my nallum’s delicious home made meals. Please do not deprive me of that just because I’m trying to keep myself under control over here.
Vishous
I looked up when Butch dropped down to settled between my knees and urged me to look up. My hands had been hanging loosely between my legs but now I moved them to hang off my knees on either side of Butch. At the moment I wasn’t sure if touching was a good thing or bad one, hell I had hit a wall with each thing so shutting up and listening seemed to be the only safe avenue. I was vaguely surprise to see that I hadn’t noticed the light being turned off and some of the candles lit back up. I hated when I missed the obvious or even the not so obvious, it told me that I left myself open to be hit and if I can do it here then I could fuck up out there also. That shit was unacceptable. “I’ll start fresh with the Dr, which however doesn’t mean I forget shit. Hollywoods a big boy and can handle his own shit no doubt, still in the end he’s been my brother for a fuck long time and his leaving affected this whole household. It takes two to do shit wrong, that and you are why she is getting a second shot.” Right before I dropped my head down to yours I delved deep into those hazel eyes and stayed there for a minute. Just looking in your eyes I knew there was endless well of stuff dwelling within them. I nodded only a little before I laid my forehead against yours and let my eyes drift close. Just as I saw in your eyes came bounding through my brain, images that weren’t my own, feelings that didn’t belong to me, memories that I wasn’t a part of. All of them collided through. My eyes flicked open when you pulled back slightly and I waited a hairs breath later to take a hold of your chin in my hand. I needed you to understand, to listen. “The Dr and me are not what you had in the past, please, fuck please don’t confuse me for the role of your drunken dick of an excuse father, and Z, well Cop, Brothers fight, shit happens and you nor me can always be there to stop it. Sometimes aggression has to be worked out with fist and not words. That in no fucking way means you didn’t protect me. You protect me each night you hit the streets with me and each day you lay in this bed or where the hell ever with me. Feel me on all that Nallum?”
Butch
-I had no choice but to look directly at you when you took my chin in your hand. I understood what you said and of course logically it all made sense. But… and there was a bit ‘but’ to this one.- You say that and you make it all seem so noble…-My thumb automatically went to your brow where I traced your tattoos.- But what would you have done if the roles were reversed and it was Z’s hands on me? I’ve been known to run my mouth on more than a few occasions What if it were me that had pissed him off? Would you have sat back and watched him possibly beat me to a bloody pulp? If you can honestly say yes to that then I’ll stop watching my tongue around brothers. But I seriously doubt that is the case. Protecting each other on the street is one thing, and I’ll always lay beside you Vishous, but I’ve always tried to stay on the side of not starting fights around here because as soon as that happens the house becomes divided and it would take all of them to bring us down my love. -The corner of my mouth turned up at the thought. Nothing was more deadly than a bonded pair.-
Vishous
My fingers dropped from your chin only so I could slip my arms around your chest. “Believe me Butch I get what you’re saying, I guess I just see the shit a little differently. Sometimes I get antsy and down right fucked in the head and I take that shit out on others and like Z for example, we take it out on each other because we know in the end it’s done and over. I’m not saying the stuff is fun to be around or even to hear about but it’s not some conquer and divide stuff. Now to the thing you said, how would I feel if you or one of the brothers were going at it, hell fucking yes Nallum I would want to rip them or any fucking body apart that would lay a finger on you, most likely I would have to be restrained with something like chains and some indestructible shit, so yeah you are right. I will work on keeping my shit locked down and not so damn provoking, but in my defense I didn’t know Z was swinging on the branches around the Dr.” Shrugging a little I grinned and leaned forward some just as my feet lifted up and locked down between your legs. “Give me time Butch, this talking stuff is slowly setting in, just how things went down for me, you had issues you beat the fuck out of each other and whoever was left standing won the dispute. I’m getting there though.”
Butch
-I relaxed some as your arms slipped around me and I leaned in to you, resting my head on your shoulder. No matter what happened we always came back together and that was the true strength of our relationship. Granted this was only a minor bump compared to some of the major things that had been swung our way but sometimes it was the minor ones that hit you stronger and for no apparent reason. I straightened up again when I felt your feet lock around me. I mocked a bite at your neck, scraping teeth over your skin. I kissed a path up your jaw until I could look into your eyes once more. My hands went to your shoulders and I smiled crookedly.- So. Does that mean if I’m mad at you I should just start throwing punches? -I sat up further and pushed back on your shoulders. My knees came up off the floor and I continued the forward momentum until I was sprawled out on top of you.- It could make things more interesting around here that’s for sure. -I stretched my arm out and grabbed a bite of food from the plate and popped it into my mouth.- Mmm… -My eyes rolled back and my hips rolled into you with a deep moan.- God, your cooking is so damn good. -I snagged another bite and held it between my lips. I slowly leaned down and pressed my mouth to yours and shared the food that I had between my lips.-
Vishous
I lay back on the bed at Butch urging, scooting up it some to have plenty of playing room and a huge ass grin spread across my face. This here I could never get enough of, to go from not wanting a single person in existence touching me to now having Butch laid out over top of me, hell I was in heaven. Secretly there were times I had to force myself not to reach out and constantly touch Butch, it was in part to make sure that I still could and that all this wasn’t something had dreamt up and part was just because a single feel of Butch was enough to do many things to and for me. When I was on the edge it was enough to have me taking a step back but it was also just enough to know that Butch was mine and I could. I let my hands run down over your back as you settled in and soon enough my fingers was pulling at the towel around your waist and loosening that fucker up till it fell down on me. “I’m always damn good if you want to go all out WWE down here Nallum. Fuck, angry sex is an instant hard on.” My ass moved up off the bed to rub my confined thickened bulge against you when you rolled down along me and on instinct a guttural growl vibrated my lips as it filled the room. “No food could ever taste anywhere near as good as you do Butch.” I watched in pure pleasure as you started eating what I had prepared. My mouth watered but it wasn’t for food, fuck no, it was for a taste of that mouth. I watched like a male starved as your lips moved with each chew and lick. This shit was some kick ass teasing and I was enjoying it immensely. My mouth was already opened when Butch came down and I mimicked the noise that was coming from my male but it had jack shit to do with the taste of the bite of food you put in my mouth and all to do with getting my taste of you.
Butch
-My tongue licked and slurped over your mouth as I gave you the entire bite of food. I pushed up enough look down and see your whole face. I’d memorized every aspect of your features long ago but that didn’t keep me from enjoying watching you. The cold, hard Brother that kept his shit locked up behind walls so thick no one knew what he was really thinking. What would they think if they knew that he made me romantic meals to be eaten by candle light? The corner of my lip turned up in a smile. I would never tell a soul. This was the side of my Hellren that only I got and I wasn’t going to even let someone glimpse it let alone tell them about it.-Mmmine… -I drawled the word out over a suddenly thick tongue. I looked back over my shoulder to see that my towel was completely loose and draped over you. Food was completely forgotten no matter how much I loved your cooking, your body was infinitely more enticing to me.- Something about this picture just doesn’t belong here. -I slid down your body to stand at the end of the bed, dragging my fingers down the skin of your chest until I reached the waist of your leathers.- There it is. -My fingers curled around the waistband and I lifted your ass from the bed.- This is going to have to go. -I put a foot up on the edge of the boxspring and held you up with my knee at your ass. My hands went to work on opening your pants but my gaze was drawn down your gorgeous body. I licked my lips and yanked the leathers down your hips. My mouth dropped open in a heated groan that tugged at something deep inside of me as I watched your hardened length spring free.- So fucking sexy. -I traced the tatts below your navel straight down to your cock where my fingers circled around the thick base. I lowered my head and licked a line from your sack on up to the weeping head. My hand jacked up your length once before I let go and stood back up. I gripped your pants once more and finished the job of removing them. The leathers fell to the floor with a thud and I crept back up your body once more. My eyes didn’t leave yours as I crawled. I settled my legs to either side of yours, lowered my chest til I could feel our hearts beating together, and stretched my arms out to twist my fingers through yours.- Mmm… much better… -Each movement I made I could feel your skin to mine, your cock sliding against mine. I wasn’t in any rush. Yet… That never seemed to last.-
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