Thursday, June 6, 2013

Reunion


V
I half rolled over and came up almost on top of Butch as he slept next to me, my eyes slid opened and I still had to blink a few times to take in the large male form beside me. Even my head did a repeat chant of ‘This is real, he is here’ Shaking my head I curled my arm over his back as he slept face down in bed. I stretched out hard and long, groaning as the soreness spread through me with the stretching, Butch hadn’t lied when he said drinking made his ass horny. Our so called ‘reunion’ night turned into an exercise I now will refer to as ‘Fucked into the floor’. Even as I moved my leg to lay over the warm ones of Butch’s, my hips protested the movement and damn just bending my knees slightly, had spasms shooting up my thighs. I had to grin with each thing that I felt, it was all giving by my male and fuck I was into this side of Butch inflicting pain. I raised my head up some and looked at the letters that ran across the span of that broad muscular back, from shoulder to shoulder. My hand came up and I traced each letter with the tip of my finger just as Butch had outlined the ones on my back earlier with his tongue. Yeah that memory served to send a jolt through my body, but this right here laying here with my Nallum, feeling him close and relaxed, this is what I ached for those months we were a part. I squeezed my eyes shut, pushing the overwhelming feeling of emptiness away that had become second nature to me during the nightmare my Bitch of a mother stuck us in. To know there was something more out there, a part of you missing but not knowing what the fuck it is, that shit did some mental torture that nothing else could have on my mind. I let my fingers drift up from his back to run through Butch’s hair; no other time could I indulge in this, but here with my Nallum, I didn’t have to hold up a pretense, there were no walls I needed to reconstruct. Laying my head down on his shoulder, I inhaled the deep aroma of Butch’s and my bonding scent mingling on his skin, it kicked my endorphins into hyper drive, and it was with that running through that the possessive male in me came to the forefront. Butch was mine, we had been through so fucking much but damn if at the end we didn’t come back to each other, each and every time, I didn’t need that to tell me we belonged, I knew that from the start.
Butch
-I came awake to light touches to my back and I knew that Vishous was tracing his name across my shoulders. A wide as hell grin formed on my face but I remained still and enjoyed the sensation. It seemed that finally everything was right with the world. The strange knowledge that I had only barely glimpsed when we’d met again for the first time made sense to me now. It still amazed me how terribly we could be torn apart and still find one another. I had a new appreciation of how completely empty it felt to be without my other half. The phrase had more meaning to me now than it ever had before. Some people say these things and they sound pretty but I had felt it first hand. Without even knowing what I was missing, I had felt the loss. The long fingers moved into my hair and his head rested on my shoulder. I wanted to roll over and wrap my arms around him but I was much too comfortable right where I was. These simple little things should never be taken for granted. You never know when your world would completely turn to shit. I tilted my head to rub it over the top of his and hooked an arm back until I felt his slightly curly hair between my fingers. I drew in a deep, content breath and let it out slowly.- Good morning, my love. Can you move, or should I wait on you hand and foot? -The bed shook with my laugh. Hell, I was pretty damn sore myself almost like I’d used muscles that didn’t exist before. But it was fucking worth it and one hundred percent necessary. Even if we had truly only been apart for mere seconds, it sat on our shoulders like a lifetime. Probably more for him. I couldn’t even imagine it. I gave up simply laying there and carefully rolled over to wrap my arms around him.-
V
Stretches out, kicking my feet out from under the sheets and tightens my arm over Butch waist.”So you don’t forget, I love you Butch
Butch
After all that we’ve been through if I forget that just kill me. -curling my body into yours- I’ll always love you, Vishous.
V
My chest rumbles from the laughter as I look up at Butch. “Kill you love you hell there both almost the same, but I’m not leaving this bed
Butch
You think that Fritz would just cart food in here? Cause if we are staying in the bed I’m gonna need to recharge.
V
Nods laying my head back down.”I’d say so but since you offered to wait on me hand and foot I’ll leave that call to your ass
Butch
-grins- I did didn’t I. I have something for you but I didn’t get a chance to give it to you before… well you know…
V
You did? And I’m holding you to this hand and foot thing to.”Cocks a tatted brow. “Before we was sucked into the bowels of hell
Butch
I’m more than willing to take care of you, nallum. It’s the very least I can do for someone who just died. Not as fun as it’s cracked up to be is it? -pressing my lips to your forehead- You have to know that I was tricked. I need you to know. I never would have done any of that if I didn’t really think that your life was on the line. -I sat up some and twisted to open the drawer in the nightstand.- There are a lot of traditions that we won’t get a full part of. You don’t get your ceremony and I don’t get mine. It doesn’t change anything. -My hands shook as I grabbed up the two small boxes that were in the drawer. Dropping one near my leg and holding the other out to you. I chewed the inside of my lip and looked at you nervously.-
V
Huffs out a great burst of heated air. “Yeah let’s try to keep this dieing stuff to a minimum.” Relaxing back against the pillows as Butch kisses my forehead, the simple touch comforting. My eyes dropped close as I did a quick mental count down to reign in the anger. “Butch I know you would never willingly walk away, once again she intervened.” Cocking my head I watched close as Butch twisted around to the table and came back, the nervousness radiating in great waves. “Ceremonies mean nothing, the way we did it means everything, in our way with just us Nallum.” Pulling myself up in the bed to seat back against the headboard, I took the box from Butch and looked from you to the small box now in my hand. “You really did get me a gift” It was more a statement than a question, the surprise evident in my tone as I just stared at it.
Butch
-I looked down at the box and back up at you. Why this made me so nervous I couldn’t say.- It’s my tradition. You don’t have to… Oh hell… -I ran my hand over the back of my neck and reached down to flip open the box-
V
I couldn’t help the half grin half smirk that broke out on my face while I watched this nervous jittery side of Butch Kinda wished I could drag it out, this just another interesting side I liked. “Your tradition, ah yeah, you mean humans.” Again I was struck dumb when the box lid opened. “You got me a ring” Dragging my now damn misted over iridescent gaze from the ring back to you. “Oh I want to, big fucking time Nallum.” Jerking my head towards the box by your leg. “Wedding rings for us both to wear, I’m so damn down with this Butch, Thank you for wanting to share this with me
Butch
-My hand was still shaking when I took the ring from the box but I at least felt like I could breathe now.- Yeah, I guess you could call it a human thing. At one time I actually wanted a big wedding. -I took your ungloved hand and slid the ring on to your finger, just staring at it for awhile.- You’re the only thing that’s important to me now. -I ran my thumb over the ring and looked back up at you.- With all of the shit that keeps getting thrown at us, I thought we could use this.
V
That kind of surprises me, didn’t picture you much for wanting a shit ton of people milling around you, guess I thought you would be more of a low key kind of wedding guy.” I watched in some kind of fascinated state as the ring went on easily and I reached down with my gloved hand and snatched up the box by you.” Does this mean it’s my Turn? I do get a turn, right?” 
Butch
-Grinning and ducking my head some- Well maybe not a big wedding but… in a church. -coughing in to my hand and wiping the thought from my mind- Of course you get a turn. I wouldn’t miss it for the world. -smiling at how you took to the idea and motioning for you open the box-
V
Grinning from ear to ear I take the silver band from its box and lifts Butch’s hand with my gloved hand. “You know I could hijack a Church and priest for you.” Winks at Butch as I slide the ring on your finger. I bring it to my lips, slowly sucking just the tips of Each finger in just past my lips and ending with your thumb “I would easily wipe the priest & he wouldn’t even know My Nallum
Butch
I don’t need it, Vishous. I only thought that I did. -The ring felt damn good on my finger and it was something that I could actually look at without a mirror. The name on my back was permanent and I could feel it when I wore a shirt but everyone could see this.- I thought I wanted a lot of things that I was wrong about. -My eyes dropped closed when your mouth went to work but they quickly opened again. No way in hell I was missing those sexy lips. As soon as you were finished I grabbed the back of your neck to taste those lips for myself.-
V
Rolling over on, pressing against Butch a low guttural groan fills your mouth as. My hand bearing the ring comes up to grip the hair at the back of your nape, holding that delicious mouth against mine. My tongue delved in curling over Butch’s.

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